Things aren't as pretty... OnTheInside
Apr 5th, 2011 @ 5:39 pm
Used body
Just how I can feel it soften
These tiny burns inside
How pain clears mind
To know it weakens
Beat by beat
It weakens
And I am terrified to foresee
And nobody is awake
To hear a whisper
For it weakens
Beat by beat
It weakens
O all the things I have done
Soon, beats will stop forever
O all that could have been
Slips between for a sleep
Feb 7th, 2011 @ 2:44 am
How much easier will it be.
Sometimes all I want is to fall. Just fall. Without anyone’s catch.
Jan 9th, 2011 @ 1:36 pm
Just Need To Let This Out Somewhere
Mom and Dad,
I’m sorry.
One boundary, went over it
Not once, dirt craved for more
Sincerely,
Your stained daughter
a sinner.
Dec 20th, 2010 @ 2:12 am
so upset
☹☹☹☹☹ - 5!!!
Dec 1st, 2010 @ 8:44 am
Sinner
Is it okay to be a sinner? To want it more? You changed my life. It’s a euphoria of lust.
@ 2:22 am
@ 2:15 am
Reblogged from What is dead may never die.
@ 2:15 am
Reblogged from YOU ARE ONLY YOUNG ONCE.
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Reblogged from fucking taylor momsen.
Nov 27th, 2010 @ 12:47 am
Purity,
I loose so many opportunities, possibilities, happiness, consciousness, pieces, …
I choose to trust and forgive, which leads to nowhere but hope.
@ 12:42 am
What if
we didn’t know each other.
What if I knew myself
What if you didn’t find me
What if I didn’t let go
What if you didn’t stay
What if I could hold myself
What if you gave up
What if I didn’t fall
What if you didn’t reach
What if I could forget
What if you couldn’t understand
What if I gave up
What if you didn’t hold me
What if I could just be content
What if you got tired
What if I could be happy alone
What if you didn’t need anyone
What if I didn’t breakdown
What if you weren’t there
…and what if that didn’t happen? When there’s no greed, lust, and dirtiness. When my purity and innocence is defined. What if that didn’t happen. When we were just satisfied with company. When there are no worries. What happened.
191110, I wasn’t ready.
Nov 25th, 2010 @ 10:50 am
I don’t feel anything at all
;which is worst.
Nov 1st, 2010 @ 9:23 am
It is because I realize I’m a mess
I need help
It’s because I want change
I told you, I need help
It’s because I can’t do it alone
save myself, I need help
And I chose to tell you
Isn’t that what ‘help’ is for?
Oct 30th, 2010 @ 12:19 pm
Nothing can stop me now,
Cause’ I just don’t fucking care.
